Next time you can, crap with the door open

I tend to write the blogs before the title. I think that is a good way of doing it. I just thought you should know.

I have just spent the last 30 minutes or so reading Nappi's blog and then Kristen's. Two important people in my life right now. Both people that I care about and one of which is on my phone as the back round. (not Nappi, sorry man I love ya but that would be to gay) Moving on!

What are you moving on from though?
I don't know. Do you?
No, that's why I asked you cause you were the one that said it.
Ah, well...ok then.
So you really don't know what else there is do you?
...No, sorry.
Whatever, it's your blog.
Well thanks!
Anytime, btw Billy Mays died.
What!?!
Yeah I know.
I never did use oxy-clean. Well I'm sure the 5 people that had a fetish for him will miss him. His family too.

Has everyone here seen "Office Space"? If not then i think you are missing something from your life. Yesterday I laid in what is my bed(the couch) all day. Really. I didn't leave my apartment and I slept for a lot of the day. Not unlike the main character from that great movie. Well the difference is that I have felt like I have done nothing BUT that for a long time now. I know others that have done the same. It's not hard but it's not fullfilling either. I'm a bum with a roof over my heard and some food.

That was such a pointless blog post. God I hate that.

Costume change

For anyone that wanted to know, I'm wearing an assortment of cloths that I haven't worn since high school. Red freshman year track shirt with cargo shorts and my XC shoes from senior year. Now this might not be important, but to me it is and here is why:

1) I remember the way I was in high school and looked at myself with a distaste for my hair. I didn't like the hair cause it didn't look good with what I'm wearing. I looked better with shorter hair then. With what I wear and look like now, I know that myself then would have thought differently from myself now. It's a weird feeling to know that you of the past might not like you if you knew you now. Very SLC Punk.

2) I was told that I looked like i was in costume by a college counselor and my favorite English teacher when I visited after the semester was over. Now I know why. What I'm wearing now is a costume in itself. It sets the tone for a different person. The outfit I'm wearing puts me in the likes of runners and people like my brother. So I can see why the outfit I wore to that visit might confuse a lot of people. My costume then was a lot different from what I look like now.

Those are the only reasons I can think of right now. That's why it is important to me. I just realized a few things when I looked in the mirror and had to write it.

Crotch Head WOLVERIENES!!!

After reading my good friends blog I was inspired to write. I'm not sure what about though.

I just got it. Time and how quickly it passes me by. I woke up today with no idea of when or how i fell asleep. I was woken up by my alarm clock and today was the first time I actually got up to turn it off. I didn't go back to sleep and usually I sleep for two more hours.

Over the past month I have been to NY and back I have been back to Vienna and I have been all around Richmond. I do that last one on a day to day though so it's not that big of a deal. I have smoked a lot of weed and I have stopped smoking a lot of weed. That isn't the greatest auto-biography I know but in the words of Nappi, "you can go to hell."

So why did i tell you all that? Well just because it has been a month! What?! I don't know how time does it but it passes by real quick sometimes. Just a year ago I was in Vienna starting my job at AMC and in a relationship that was for lack of a better term, doomed.

Where did that year fucking go? That's what I want to know.

Just recently i have noticed this time passing by thing. It freaks me out. It freaks me out so much that when i look at the clock I see it as a later time because I know that it is going to be later before I know it. I have no way of stopping it. One thing that I have realized though, days come and go faster then I used to think. It's insane.

On another note, I played in the rain yesterday. I had a lot of fun. I was with four people and they all thought i was crazy. I think secretly though, they wanted to play. It was pouring down with lighting and everything. Like I said, good times.

Time passes by to quick for you not to do that kind of thing. I'm 20 years old with a life ahead of me but I still feel like I have to play and do stupid things because I'm going to be a whole lot older soon. It's the way I see it. It freaks me out.

I wanted to play so I did. Who wants to join me?

Time

Time to get out of here.
Time to let everything matter.
Time to stop being this way.
Time to take action.
Time to show people that I can.
Time to show myself I can.
Time to stop living in a daze.
Time to be more.
Time to...do the hustle.
Time to boogie.
Time to not have excuses.

Yeah, it's time.

Emerson would be proud

For real though, when was the last time that you looked to the Sunrise and just took in the beauty of it?

I am doing that now. I didn't go to sleep last night. Or rather tonight.

Last night I went to hang out with some frisbee people, we had a few drinks and had a good time. I left the place around 1 or so. I called Kristen on the way home and then I talked to her for the rest of the night until now. Now being the relative time when she was called into work.

Yeah, we both stayed up all night talking and now she has an 8 hour work day ahead of her. Fucking bad ass. Nappi I know you are going to read this; I think it's bad ass what you do too but most people, including Kristen, don't get 9 hours of sleep in 9 days. haha But really, I love ya Nappi.

I'm kinda feel asleep right now. Kinda.

Whatever. I had a good night.

It was great to talk to her for that long. It really was.

A nap for two hours? I think so.

By that I mean 9 hours. No, I can't do that. I'm not going to waste my fucking day. I'm sick of this shit.

Ok, I'm leaving now.