I smell of old man

I posted two weeks ago. I'm losing my touch. I was never intense about the blogging thing. I'm also losing it on YouTube. I haven' posted on there in forever. I'm behind on my subscriptions. Maybe it's because I've been busy. I think that is why. Last week was one of the worst weeks I have had. It was great weather but my body decided not to like it at all. I was sick all week. It was horrible.

I went to practice last week and that made me feel great. I think it is the going outside part that helps. yesterday I was playing ultimate for 8 hours and it was fun. Until one game when I twisted my back in a bad kind of way and now it's hard to move around. God it sucks. I made a bad decision though. I played the last game for about an hour. I would say I played Savage(the whole game) but i let one point get away from me so technically I didn't. I was in the Zone. All I wanted to do was play the whole game. I was running so hard and doing my thing on the field. I was in a bad mood too. I kept getting called off the field and it made me mad. I'm not as good as other player I know that, but i don't know, i just want to play more so that I can get better.

So I played a lot. Then at the end of the game guess what? You got it, I was in more pain then I was when I started out. That deserves a Woot Woot. Now I'm wearing an Icy-Hot patch. It was scary not to move around as much.

I will start posting more.

Don't Judge

I have made great friends on the internet. So when people judge me for that I'm not sure how to take it.

I know that there are a lot of people out there, some of them I have made friends with, that are on the computer as much as me. Also these people know a lot of other people.

I'm happy to know so many people around the world.

Really all of the IRL friends I have know about my channel and SRP. It's great to be able to talk to them about it.

Just wanted to write something about it.

I feel like I llive alone

Not that is a bad thing. I bassically live alone though. Here I am in my apartment, my roommate isn't here and really I never expect him to be here. He is always at his girlfriends house. Always. I here that he might have broken up with her. I wouldn't mind. They have a really odd relationship and just fight all the time. Not my business though. He is grown up and can figure stuff out for himself.

This next paragraph is to the bloggers that I follow. I have been REALLY bad about reading them lately. I rarely get on here anymore. I have been cutting back on the Internet thing. A lot less time on the bloggersphere. Nappi I don't read yours anymore. I'm going to catch up tonight though. At least in the next few days i will do my best to sit down and catch up with you. Also when was the last time I talked to you?!?! Really man. WTF?!

So i'm not sure if I have mettioned going to the gym more and just being all around better to myself, but it is working out. I'm still going to yoga. I missed last Wednesday due to lack of sleep but it's ok cause I'll just go this week.

I saw Batman: The Dark Knight in HD tonight. Oh my God it was great. It really was.

My hair is so long. I really can't believe that it has grown out this much. Should I get it cut?

I haven't slept in my bed in a couple of weeks now. I don't think that is going to change tonight. I just have a har time sleeping in there. Well i haven't tried in a while so I'm not sure how i would know.

Nappi I'm calling you tomorrow.

Breath In and Out.

I woke up at 6:30am to go to a 7am yoga class. I actually got up and did it. I was impressed with myself. The waking up was the hardest part for me. It was 18 degrees outside when i left for the class. The class itself was held at the gym a few blocks away. To say the least it was still very cold walking the short distance.

I got in there and saw that people were already set up so i got a mat and sat down. I don't think i have been that relaxed in a long time. The start of the class was just relaxation. It was great.

Over the hour class we did many different exercises. They all in some way helped me relax. I think the key to it all was the breathing. I had to get some of it down before i could really feel the stretch take effect, but it was my first time doing it so it's ok.

At one point the sun was rising and you could see it through the windows. It was so nice to see that orange color. It made it that much more relaxing. I was just thinking, "That is beautiful, I'm up early enough to see the sun come up while I'm doing Yoga. Cool."

I'm really feeling more centered about a lot of stuff.

I can't wait till next Wednesday.

Fuck Knees

I saw something today that I didn't think I would ever see. I saw one of the happiest people I know cry. This is one of my closest friends and some one who has always helped me through the hardest times that I've had recently.

What do you do when some one that means so much to you breaks down like that? I had to be strong for that person. I had to be the one to help them through the tough time. I think I did a good job too. I hugged, I held and I comforted. (I don't know if that is a word)

It scared me to see that person like that. It was almost like seeing a parent break down for the first time. You don't know how to react, but you do the best you can.

The stories that you told were heart wrenching.

I hope that i have conveyed well enough how much it effected me to see you like that. Be strong man. I'm scared too.

I will help you through it all if i have to. I hope that you know that. you have helped me through so much and you are like family to me.

Title Unknown

So over the past few days all I have been is sick. It's nothing more then a cold. It was a bad one though. My body ached and my nose would not stop leaking. The only way I got to sleep was by taking medicine. If you know me well, you know that I hate taking medicine. Today wasn't that bad, so that is a plus.

I haven't been to shafer once yet. I decided not to get a meal plan this semester. Over the winter break and a few days before I left, I liked not having to go to shafer to eat. I liked having food in my own apartment. Over the month long break I didn't eat at shafer obviously. When I was in Florida I didn't go to the dinning hall at Elizabeths school. I cooked chicken pot pie and liked doing it. I liked having the left overs and I liked making something for myself. So this semester for the most part I'm not going to shafer. I'm going to be learning how to cook. I'll be making dinner, lunch and whatever else in my apartment. I think it's good. I think its better I learn how to cook anyway.

Over the week I have gone to the gym more. It's a good feeling. I want to start doing Yoga too. Even though it's a 7 in the morning I think it will help me relax. My schedual allows me a free afternoon on Fridays so that means i get to play Dogeball!!! I'm so excited for that. I just found out that it isn't called Dogeball though, it's called "Medicball". It's still the same though, so it's cool.

I've been thanking about sky diving in the past few days. My broher-in-law does it and seeing a video on let me in on how cool it would be.

Bullet Bill is the Man

Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays are my "busy" days. That is when I have most of my classes. Russian at 11, Math at 12, and Physics at 1. On Wednesdays I have a class at 7pm-9:40pm. Once a week. Tuesdays and Thursdays the only class I have is Russian. There is a HUGE perk to my Russian class. The building that it's in is literally behind my apartment building. I can see the building when I walk out the back door of the building.

When it comes to jobs though, that is a different story. I work 6 hours on Tuesdays and Thursdays after my one class. On Wednesdays I work 2-6. That is the front desk job at the SMC. There is no reason for me to be there until 6 on the days that I'm working but my boss said it was cool if I stayed an extra hour.

I finally mailed in all the paper work for my Campus Rep Job, so that's cool. I really hope I did it all the right way.

I don't think that I'm going to have my radio show anymore. I just don't think that Julian or my self will have the time this semester. I'm a part of the station so much already so I think it's ok if I don't have the show. I'm still going to buy the comics. I'm not sure about the show though.