One of my monsters

I changed the title. This is due to being called out on a grammar issue. That is one of my biggest issues in life. I have a hard time spelling and my grammar is terrible. It's so bad.

I want to teach the language in high school and I can't use it properly myself. What am I thinking?! I have been inspired by English teachers for the last two years and it made me want to teach it.

So that is one of my monsters, teaching a language that I have so much trouble with.

Sweaters=Better look

Merry Christmas Eve everyone. I think I'm off to a family gathering and then probs going to midnight mass with my Grandmother.

I went around vienna today buying gifts. I hope people like them.

I don't know if I'm going to bring Woofy back to school with me.

Thanks Mrs. Branson

I'm laying in my bed. My leather jacket on, my jeans on, my socks on, and a sweater on. I don't know why I haven't really taken any of it off, but i think that I'm about to. I move around to adjust myself because to tell you the truth it's not that comfortable.

Today was the first day in a really long time that i walked into cold as hell weather. It was a different experience. I wore my scarf and my VCU hat. Plus all that other stuff too.

Last night I went on an adventure with Nappi. That was good times. It was good to have part of the family back together. I miss that feeling I had a year ago. I haven't really felt like that in a while.

I went out to see Mrs Branson today. I don't know how that lady does it but I always get the biggest grin when i go to see her. I walked in and I kinda startled her cause she didn't know that i was going to visit. It was nice to see her though. I stopped in at the front office. Nappi was with me because he wanted to see mama Hack, a track coach, so that was cool. Nappi had to go through my saying hi to everyone in the front office and I think the term was, "Well don't you just know everyone." Sorry, it's only the ladies in the front office that i stood in for two years, or more.

In any case it was good times. Mrs. Branson and I talked about a lot of stuff. School and Girl mostly. She was upset about school but got it at the same time. I found out some stuff about her that i didn't think I would know ever. Her and I are more friends then anything else now. She is a mentor but a good friend too. I asked her about her life and her two daughters, Natelie and Audry. Audry was going to be named Sidney if I achieved a 3.5 or higher at NOVA. I did that and she ended up NOT naming her after me. When I get to the point were I can call her by her first name then I know that it will all be on big circle. Thanks Mrs. Branson.

P.S. I have another blog about comics. If you go to my profile on here there will be a link to it.

Hobbes Lives the life, My cat

Hey look, a blog about being in Vienna again. Also, about myself. Also, being judged?

I don't know about you but lately i have felt judged. All the time. I guess I'm just seeing this for the first time. People are judged I should know that. It is a big part of life. A real big part of it. There is the judgment that comes along with school, work, relationships, and family.

School you are always judged, we all know this. I mean a grade is someone judging you on how well you convey to know material. I mean that isn't new. Not at all.

Work, you are evaluated a lot. If you don't do that job well then you will get fired from that job. Even people in the army get evaluated. If they fuck up enough, which is hard, they will be kicked out of he army. Same goes for any branch.

Relationships are a fun one. You are judged on how well you treat each other. Both in the relationship look to each other for a seal of approval. And if that ends up not being what you think it will be well, I'm not going to say what that is. I hate it just much as the next person. When you have that approval though, it's the best feeling in the world. You can look at that person with something in your teeth, smile, and laugh because they tell you and it's ok. You don't have to feel embarrassed because, well because you know that it's someone you can be real around an not have to worry about being stupid. It's a great feeling.

Family is a good one too. Family is the one that is always going to be there for you. Always, at least that is what i have been raised to know. I like that too. When now one else wants you, your mom does. I don't think I ave loved getting a hug from anyone else more then my mom. There is something about it. I don't know how describe it. It's a good feeling. Some people i know don't hold those same views but it's cool. One day they will get what i mean.

So this was really only about being judged. Yeah, whoops.

I know how I did in school.

Timtams RULE!

Not to throw the word around lightly, but addiction is a good word for my internet need. I said that to my sister and she didn't know if i should use that word. As i wrote last time though, I wanted to speak of this.

I woke up on sunday morning and i was not really awake at all. Then i perked up when i saw my friend open my computer. Then when i got on the net i was more awake. It's like my morning coffee. I have to have the internet before i can be awake. It was freaky. The transcendentalist warned me of these things. I have to rule technology and not let the opposite happen. My mom warned about it too.

The odd thing is though, I have a life on the net. It's not like i'm going on it with out a purpose or reason. I have people to talk to about things that go on that i can't do without the net/computer.

There is a really bad stigma with internet. Just today i was looked at funny because i have friends that iwasnt to visit from the net. It's just like having anyother pen pal, but i haven't met them face to face. I think now i'm just going to say a friend from when ever. No more of the internet, even though that is what they are.

That is what I wanted to talk about. Good night.

I know who wins

How many people read this blog? I'm not sure. I'm sure of at least 5.

Superman is on TV. The original, not Superman Returns. I mean, it is the best one I think. Reeve is the man. He does Superman very well. Portrays the character well.

I know what happens in this movie. Superman wins. Ok then, got it.

Richmond is so different when no one is here. It's quiet.

So in another post I have to talk about Internet in the morning.

Shafer

I feel dead right now. Man, I stayed up way to late. Like don't do it. I think that sleep is really needed at this point. I took like a three hour nap between my last exam and now.

I have one more, then I'm done.

Food now: Normal eating habits.

Wish me luck.

If you want to be my friend

I'm up. I'm up. I'm up.

I don't think that I have bloged this much in a long time. I've been going strong these last few days. A post a day i think? Yay For me!

I want to clarify something real quick. So me not eating the right way isn't because i want to. I know it sounds weird. Sometimes, mostly when i'm not active, my body lets me know that i don't have to eat that much to go on with life. For the winter I'm not really doing anything, well right now. There is no Ultimate, there is no running, there is no nothing. So I don't need the energy. Yes? Ok then, moving on.

I have found music that I have been trying to get my hands on for the better part of two years. This music would be Trance/Techno music. Yes, I said it. I Fucking love this shit. It's so GOOD. The only reason that I JUST NOW got it is because I didn't know what the hell to look for and I didn't feel like buying something that i wasn't going to like. So I took 3 albums of the top 100 trance from a friend of mine. Now I'm going all out. I was at the library just listening to this stuff all night.

If you know me you know that when I hear music that I like, I dance. So yes, I was dancing all around the library. Aha, that just sounds funny. But i was doing it. In my chair listening to trance/techno and having a great time.

There is one song that is RIDICULOUS. Juicy Pen by DJ Ozi. It's so fucking funny. I love it. I'm listening to it now.

I really am so happy that i have this stuff now.

Food today: Nothing, soon to be shafe visit.

No Cell Phones

I'm at the Library. I've been here for a bit. It's good times. I'm sitting at a table with friends and people that care about me doing well and I thank them.

Currently listening to: NERD

Food Count: A lot of cheese balls, a monster energy drink, sour patch kids, Shafer Visit; with veal parmesan and some noodle concoction with marinara, piece of garlic bread, a glass of Dr.pepper and a glass chocolate milk.

It's Warm Outside

So I'm on the patented Sid Diet. You know what that means? Don't eat anything for a while. Then when you do it, eat less then the portioned meals that you are used to. YES!

Also, I think that drinking energy drinks fill your stomach up. I mean, the are supposed to give you energy. I can see why I'm not hungry if I drink one. Ah yes the loop-holes.

I'm SO FUCKING RETARDED.

I should eat, but no. I wait. Man I'm healthy.

For those of you playing the home game: I ate cheese its, an apple, piece of banana bread, espresso truffle, and a Red Bull yesterday. Today: Nothing yet.

Super Puppy

Herumph

What else is there to say about that. I mean, not about the title, but just stuff.

Red Bull and Rum

Yes I'm in the Library. I spent 13 hours here the other day. Yeah that was fun. Actually it wasn't at all. I mean, what is there to say. I spent that many hours here and i only spent about 3 of them studying. That isn't good at all. I was studying for the Russian final and i did a bit. I was supposed to study for the math final i had on monday. I found out that it isn't till friday. That was good times. I have my math and Physics on the same day. Woot Woot for that. After that I'm done. Oh so done.

Not really though. I'm not done with either of those classes cause I'm re-taking them next semester. I mean I have to. I do. There it is. So i have to do it all again next semester. Instead it's going to be really cold THEN warm again. The only difference.

GPA down the shiter. Well done sir. Well done. You spent 16 weeks of your life pretending to go to a four year college BUT instead took a brek for 16 weeks. Well done.

I do know how to speak Russian a bit and I know that I can tap dance better then I have ever before. That was a fun class. If I could major in that, I would. At times it was really hard but it was great to know that I can do it. Before Tap class i was like a toddler walking. I could do it but was oh so cute trying to. "Aw look at Sid trying to Tap Dance, so cute." Now, I can run at a moderate pace with out bad form. I'M NOT DFL ANYMORE! Haha. What a shitty way to describe that.

I realize that I know a lot about comics. Well current issues I guess. I actually don't know shit when it comes to some people. So nevermind, i retract that statement.

I'm heading back to Vienna on the 20th. I head back then only because Nappi is coming back to Vienna. Dear god I don't think I could be more excited. Yes kinda gay but it's like seeing your favorite brother after not seeing them for almost a year. So fuck off.

So I'm listening to Eminem. I dunno, I think that I like his most recent album the most.

Mostly been listening to N'Sync and the Backstreet Boys though. (Now that is the oppiste end of the spectrum) I think that it's just nostalgic. Fuck, I shouldn't have said that. Well I could delete it but it wouldn't be as much fun.

Wake up time

WHO THE FUCK IS STEALING SHIT FROM PARTIES THAT I GO TO!!! I KNOW THAT ITS NOT ME. FUCK IT PISSES ME OFF.

I really like to Tap Dance

I'm convinced that in a few moths i will not be able to look at the computer screen without using my glasses. I was just reading Nappis blog and i had to make the screen negative and i had to zoom in on the screen. Only then was it more comfortable to read it. Wow.

But what else is there to say. Alright, think. Ok, I got it.

Now I'm on youtube a lot. A lot, a lot. I don't think more then i should be though. I have a complete social network on that site. Some people think that is weird, but i am happy to know people in other countries. That is beside the point.

I notice the most settle changes to youtube. In the past week youtube went to a wide screen mode. That was the first thing. Not that suttle honestly. Everyone on youtube was like, WHOA!!! Then people liked it. In the past few days youtube made changes to the site yet again. Not a bad thing but at the same time funny to me.

Example: The red "youtube" is a lot smaller, now on all the thubmnails there is the time of the video,I like that one, the different tabs in the upper left corner are now bolder and sepperated. That is a few of them.

I dunno. I like youtube a lot. I have friends that I'm happy to know. I'm happy to be a part of something like youtube.

Question: Do you think it is wierd to make friends on the internet?